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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

I can now begin to comprehend how difficult it is to organize an outing, having to persuade people to go out and trying to fulfill their every little wants and needs. I'm not trying to point any fingers, but it's really tiring giving in to people and making sacrifices, when all they think about is themselves.

There's no reason in being enthusiastic when everyone else is not. I get quite turned off whenever people back out at the very last minute just because they don't 'feel' like going. Or when they refuse to cooperate because it's not what they want to do. I mean, I know I shouldn't force people to go out. But shouldn't they spare a thought for others and make certain sacrifices in order for an event to be successful?

Yesterday, I felt as if I forced people to go out even though I myself wasn't in the mood. I called them out because I was helping someone to do so. Bah.

I'm supposed to be at Sentosa for my class outing now, but I decided to stay home instead. Ain't in a really good mood today. I'm not too sure why too.

Shall sign off here.

Wei Qin

love you like a sister;
6:23 am

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

wq is blogging! now that is something enlightening.haha.and interesting.

anyway, the past few days has been somewhat aimless. that same old empty feeling. sigh.

everyone seems to be having a good time. afterall, it is the holidays. it is the time to have fun. but for me, i feel like shutting myself away from the whole world and sometimes i'll wish that i could just become invisible or just disappear. zero possibility though.

i want to sit on top of the pyramid in West Coast Park again to just look at the sky and the sea. just did that on thursday and somehow i felt accomplished because i was able to do something on my own. i have always wanted to do things alone but always hesitated because i dislike being alone. sounds a bit contradicting doesn't it? haha. but that day, it felt good. it was like having inner peace. and the clouds seem to depict a different magical world which i foolishly wished i could be a part of.

and i need to work on my determination. it sucks. URGH.

phong.

love you like a sister;
4:01 pm

Monday, November 28, 2005

The First Proper Blog Entry

Been ages since I last blogged lah. But it's ok, since I don't exactly like blogging. It takes up too much time just writing about how the stupid day went. And I'm already getting a mind block. Sigh.

Hmm... Let's see. Yesterday. Tina and I kinda made a last minute decision to go shopping. We asked around but everyone seemed to be either busy or something. But quite expected lah, since it was a Sunday(aka Family Day). Both of us were damn sick of town, whole day keep going orchard, cine, heeren all those places. So we went to Marina Square and Bugis instead. 1 on 1. Romantic date! :D Hahaha. Oh sorry.

We headed to Little India to get our eyebrows threaded first. I have thus concluded that threading is SO much better than plucking lah. Faster, less painful, more efficient and so much cheaper! It's like half price loh. 6 bucks :D! And you've got cute little Indian girls helping you thread too. Haha.

We then went to Marina Square to look around. Didn't buy anything but we saw some nice clubbing tops at Esprit. We were running late so we cut short our Marina trip for Bugis. But by then we were so beat, legs aching and all, that we didn't really have the energy to shop anymore. Haha. Quite sad case lah. Bought a belt and a top for clubbing.

Ok I very tired already. Don't feel like writing anymore. And I think I'm gonna be late.

Wei Qin

love you like a sister;
10:07 am

Friday, November 18, 2005

a new beginning for both of us :)

love you like a sister;
5:38 am